Crystal Hefner opens up about 'brainwashed' years at Playboy Mansion

Crystal Hefner, the widow of Playboy founder Hugh Hefner, said she was 'absolutely brainwashed' during her marriage, according to recent comments she made on the 'No One Asked Her' podcast. She described a life of control and isolation within the Playboy Mansion, where she said she was watched by 70 employees and subject to strict rules.

Speaking with Firerose, the ex-wife of Billy Ray Cyrus, Hefner recounted how the media's portrayal of her late husband made her doubt her own perceptions. "I think I was absolutely brainwashed, but there was nothing out there that validated me," she said. "So I just thought I was the crazy one because all of the media put Hef on such a pedestal that I'm like, 'OK, if they all see him as this larger-than-life amazing human, there must be something wrong with me.'"

Coercive control and daily life

Hefner described what she called 'coercive control' disguised as 'movie night' at 6 pm. "Movie night was at six, and that's an early time and I had to be there ... so it was kind of disguised — the coercive control," she explained. She also detailed rules about her weight, nail color, and even the requirement to wear the Playboy logo. "I can't see my family," she added, describing the mansion as a 'dilapidated, gross home.'

She recalled, "I remember when I left, I mean, it took him dying for me to leave, but when I finally left, I didn't even know how to turn the headlights on in my car because I was always home before dark." After Hugh Hefner's death in 2017, she stayed in one bedroom for six weeks, she said.

A complicated legacy

Hefner acknowledged the complexity of her feelings, noting that she felt compelled to protect him even as she spoke out. She later speculated about Stockholm syndrome and credited five years of therapy for helping her realize how much the experience had affected her. Her memoir, 'Only Say Good Things: Surviving Playboy and Finding Myself,' is set for release in 2024. Playboy did not respond to Fox News Digital's request for comment on the book.